Coconut Memories
Replaying last nights events and reflecting……
I wasn’t drunk. I wasn’t high. I existed completely in the present….mind, body, soul. But today….it’s sort of hazy those moments. Remembering fragments of time. My senses remember every touch, every smell, every glance, every gasp and whisper. But I know see them as if I was outside of myself. Like I was in an altered state of mind. Like I was on a high and a level of consciousness I’ve never experienced before. Feeling things inside my body and my heart that I’ve never felt before. I’m usually aware and make sure to project myself elsewhere so that I don’t feel too much or give too much of myself. But then….with this new person and these new moments…..I have less inhibitions. Reflecting on it all, it frightens me and I’m taken back with how easy it is. It’s true we fear being limitless in whatever capacity.
We understand, feel, see and speak to each other on another level…on our own planet. The universe around us fades away and we’re elevated to our own planet. There’s nothing else. There the darkness and the light and energy that we emit. We have our own rhythm…..our own frequency and vibrate together. Such intensity that when we touch, when our eyes meet it’s electric. I’m feeling colors, seeing frequencies, smelling words…….
Waiting to wake up from this beautiful hazy cosmic dream…..the scent of coconuts flows through the window breeze and I’m reminded I’m awake.

Lovers Embrace - Diane Epstein







